August 21, 2008: I'm made this half-monkey, half-pony monster to please you.
So, I've been kinda glum. It only just now hit me how much I leaned on bro. I can't get to working on NA. When I draw comics at school, that leaves me empty as I can no longer show them to bro. I'm really missing him.
On top of that, the fact my personal submission to the webcomic community is a sprite comic done in MS Paint makes feel so... inferior to others. I really want some kinda approval from other webartist, who are vastly suppior to myself. That'd be nice.
Everything is so hollow comicwise. Also, I can't find a cheery book to read that doesn't make me want to strangle other yelling, "STOP PEDDLING CUTESY FFEL GOOD GIBBERISH! IT'S NOT ENTERTAINING." The Gum Thief is a good book, but only makes realize how hollow I feel.
I've signed up on the El Goonish Shive Forum, but it still makes me sad. Though I have found joy in playing portal and listening to Jonathon Coulton Music (He's a geeky GENIUS!)
I want to go make a vote incentive. I want to smile.
This was originally posted on the forums after I messed up and logged out when I tried to put it into my journal, and there IS a new vote incentive up. Now I'll sit back and count how many people will shower pity upon me. Or help. Or fan comics. or bribes.
I wonder if anyone will go off and see if they can get my web-artist peers to send me messages of... unicorns and rainbow.... and pony/monkey monsters to please me. I'd laugh if any of that happens. Heh.
Back to lurking the internets, feeling bored and hollow, and wondering what I could actually get accomplish.
maybe I should work on March of the Chickens